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Tuesday, December 15, 2009 11:29 PM
 things have been going on quite badly these few days . I can't mantain my patience like how i used to last time . things are really bad , except for certain things that have been making me put on a smile and my contagious laughter have been going around . But the bad things have been affecting my life and my happiness until i'm scared to put on a smile . My granddad has been really fussy this few days (in fact for a vary long time) and i am trying to grab my patience and try to follow the "orders" of my granddad . I trried to not make my parents unhappy by making my granddad unhappy because they don't like me being unrespectful towards the elderly . But if the elderly got no RESPECT for the child , do you think i will have respect for him ? My family are all human beings okay ? Yayi , don't expect us to follow and fulfil everything that you wanted but you did not fulfil our wishes like how we wanted ! My grandmother have been reminding me and my brother to be patience towards my granddad but i can't ! i can't take it seeing how he treats me grandmother . I mean both of you are old and i don't want to see my grandmother to be "terseksa" by you ! my grandmother have been sick and you don't even care but if you are sick , the first person to lay a hand on you is my grandmother and that is your own wife ! But when you recover , you act like "omg ! im a strong man ! and i dun need your help!" WHAT FUCKING ATTITUDE IS THAT ? Nenek has been crying over what you did towards her , and she comlains to me , and after that just feels like bringing nenek far far away from you ! i wants you to feel how hard it is without nenek ! yayi , please change your attitude! don't reprimand us and nenek without any bloody reason ! we really wants to see the change in you . sometimes ,, i feel so hard to go your house but i think of nenek . she will be all alone while you ? just lay your body on your bed ! CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE PLEASE? and i thought everything is over but not yet maybe . cold attitude! and to all the n levels student , especially to my bro ,, GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR RESULT this friday ! i can't wait to see the happy faces of you , kak sasa , kak yan , your other friends , my parents and myself . i will always pray hard for y'all dearest !! :D and to someone . you have started to call me aku kau and truthfully that hurts me a little . and the word friends have entered our story . i can't stand my tears for you and my heart truly hurts . i guess every thing is over ! BYE LOVELIESS ! GOODNITE |
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